STUDY I.N.G

HELLO!!!!!

2010-05-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

WA...long time n come in to my blog le..hahahahaxxx.....nvm lar..
cuz i post things tt i lik myself..hahahhaxxx

nw reading novel online..but omg!!!i cant seems to find nice novels liao..is it becuz i had already finish all de gd stuff le??

NO......

i dun believe!!!!
(screaming up towards de sky!!!!!!!)

hahaahaxxx...
lame lar..i knw..
maybe becuz i dun frequently update my blog so tts y lik no ppl comin down here to read..

i am writing wat i lik...i shuang!!!
wahhahahahahahahxx................

“成熟不是人的心变老，而是泪在打转还能微笑。”

突然觉得自己好渺小

2010-01-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

我感到一阵空虚感蔓延到全身，看着街上的行人，我突然觉得自己好渺小，在这个大千世界中我只是风中的一粒不起眼的细沙，每天都被狂风掌握着命运，它让我走就走，它让我留就留。

我的幸福

2010-01-22T05:52:00.000-08:00

我曾苦苦追求幸福
但却不知道什么是幸福
我曾经实力突飞猛进
但却没有幸福感觉，
只有满足
我曾以一抵多傲笑仇敌
但却只有得意
我曾随众兄弟一起纵横潇洒
却只有快意
幸福似乎很简单，
但我却一直追寻不到
直到有一天
看着心爱的人们
在那里满足的欢笑
幸福突然而来，
压的我满心沉甸甸
幸福来之不易
我会用生命来守护
赞美幸福

善良也是我的错吗？

2010-01-21T23:57:00.000-08:00

善良也是我的错吗？
我想仰天大笑，来发泄自己的苦闷，但我笑不出。
我想嚎啕大哭，来缓解自己的悲伤，但我哭不出。
已经有多久没有哭过，似乎已经忘记了怎么哭。
我只有漫无目的的四处走动，没有方向，麻木了意识。
就这样被抛弃了吗？
是的，我确实胆小，做事确实畏首畏尾，确实自甘平庸不思进取。
但这也是一种生活，这有错吗？我愿意看着别人在舞台上表演，哪怕他们其实还不如我！
我不会说什么，我也不愿意代替他们，作为众人的焦点本来就不是我想要的。
我能够装作一副很敬仰的样子看别人谈成功的感觉，
成才的乐趣，走最光明的大道，取得为人瞩目的成绩

2010-01-07T06:21:00.000-08:00

山不在高，有仙则名。
水不在深，有龙则灵。

2010-01-01T05:35:00.001-08:00

待到风波起，一鸣冲九天，

翱翔不知梦，遥遥堪问天。

前路多崎岖，怒怒傲然行，

热血敢抛洒，只为心中梦。

悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来；

我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

cool..i lik tis!!

After thinking bout receiving my O lvl result..

2009-12-31T08:13:00.000-08:00

After i thought bout receiving my O lvl result, i was reminded of all the things tt hd happened to me in my secondary sch life..

all of the things, no matter wat, no matter how, i will try to remember all of em..

most of all i wanna wish all my friends happy new year..

we might lost contact aft a while, but i really hope tt maybe..jux maybe..tt u all will remember tt someone, who had appear in ur life and had once become ur friend..someone lik me..

well..hope tt will receive a gd result to be able to go to de poly and course i always wanted..though i dun really knw wat i really want yet in my life..had thought of becoming tour guide to go to many countries to tour..hahax

and wanna open a cafe tt can complete my dreams..

and hey..i jux wanna say sorry if i had done anything to hurt u in last yr..but nt to someone(*****) nt gonna mention names..spoilt my mood once i thought but tt..

>>>>>>>skipping<<<<<<<<<<<<

skip to happy stuff now..hahax

let's talk bout recent stuff..

recently i'm working in sentosa..working my first job!!!hahax

but nw i dun really feel lik goin to work cuz nw i'm addicted to reading chinese fantasy novels online..hahax

goin to get i phone for my last yr birthday present..but nw my sis haven buy for me yet..waiting for her to redeem it..hahax

nw is de feeling i felt while working, reading novel, watching tv(seldom), playing games...

jux below..

也想不寂寞，最怕相思躲不过。

梦里人来人又走，几度花开又落。

也想不为谁而泪流，最怕深夜人醒后。

窗前风雨敲扣，愁绪锁眉头，原来情字情关看不透。

江湖任闯，四海游荡，怎堪儿女情伤。

路未知曲折漫长，远看一片苍茫。

雨露风霜，浮生沧桑，不该有谁相伴。

往事恩怨难忘，无奈情深难藏，最难是情关。

思悠悠，最怕相思躲不过。

恨悠悠，怕深夜人醒后。

爱恨如网又交错，到何时方是休？

原来情字情关看不透。

多少梦，梦里人来人又走。

多少愁，怕愁绪锁眉头。

繁华如云烟掠过，爱从此常相守，就算是情关难过。

RANDOM mood...

2009-11-30T07:32:00.000-08:00

兴高采烈的破蛹华丽新生的冲动寻找爱情世界美梦
　　　　
主宰爱情的是谁奋不顾身的扑火就算轮回只为衬托
　　　　
你笑你哭你的动作都是我的圣经珍惜的背颂　　
　　
我喜我悲我的生活为你放弃自由要为你左右　
　　　
你是火你是风你是织网的恶魔　　　　

此生此爱此刻挥霍挥霍我的色彩在你的天空　　　　

你想你说你要我做其实我很快乐全都因为─ 　　　　

你是火你是风你是天使的诱惑　　　　

让我作燕尾蝶拥抱最后的美梦　　　　

让我快乐让我痛

hardworking..

2009-11-28T04:53:00.000-08:00

wa..

long long time nv blog le..hahax..
nw woring at sentosa sia..go till i sian liao..den yesterday stay there for almost 12 hour lei..
if its playing over there i dun mind lei..but hor its working lei..work so hard den de pay so little..hahax..minus wat i spent on eatin left only a little bit only..haha

nvm lar..i work to gain allowance den experience lor..
2morrow woakin full shift again..cuz i wanna earn money!!!

haha dunno wat to write liao..end here byebye

STUDY I.N.G

2009-09-26T07:09:00.000-07:00

wah...tis week i broke my record..hahax..
i study daily at home..
hahax

tis week i always return home straight aft my sch den study..hahax
except for friday..hahax..decided to rot and play com..den 2day go changi airport study..
actually i tot we studying at TCC or Coffeebean..
but instead we went to mac..麦..hahax

bibong (OJY) 2day vr de ke lian..kana suan by us..
but we will continue to suan u till we all die de..hahax..and we sure will live vr long de..
tts y i say u ke lian..
2day while celest and me doin math bible ojy and xl vr bo liao beside us..
hahax..
till around 6.30 lik tt den ojy cannt tahan den distube us..
hahax..
in de end ojy had to go first cuz her ah ma birthday...Happy Birthday ah ma(OJY DE)

i enjoyed OJY company 2day..cuz when we study till we tired le we gt entertainment..
and it is.. OJY..
hahax

my mother makin cola chicken wing nw..i tried one le..wun die..and quite tasty..nt bad nt bad..
tts all..gonna jiayou...jiayou for O LVL!!!!

bye..

SADDNESS FILLED MY HEART....

2009-09-12T01:32:00.000-07:00

de weather nw is really hot...or i should say warm..
xueling lindsey and celest nw at livin room playin wii...they so stupid lor..de instruction so easy to understand but they read so long den still dun gt it..hahax

i suess i'm left with only with em..i jux couldnt trust other ppl any longer..
btw...on early aft noon i jux receive a news..a bad one for me..

my grandfather had died..and i cant go back to malaysia to sent him off and see him for de last time..its been vr long since i saw him..lik..a year or even longer..
he might be in malaysia but i still miss him and my other family member in malaysia..
i cant go back to see him cuz nw i'm havin prelims..
stupid prelim..drag for so long for wat..if it ends early i could go back to send him..

i feel so sad..tt i had lost a grandfather..he's quite ok as a grandfather..when he used to come out to visit us he gt buy things for us to eat..mainly tibits..
i think it's bad cuz i wun be able to see him again..we might nt talk often but to me..my family is de most important thing to me in de whole wide world..

sorry for nt being able to send u..grandfather..
and thank you for bein kind to us..even though we didn't talk a lot..
good bye...grandfather..

MY HEART IS FILLED WITH HATE!!!

2009-09-08T09:10:00.000-07:00

jux went to a blog..it spoilt my mood, things started to gt rowdy again..
i was thinkin to myself..aren't they tired??
it's really getting ugly..di i need to gt myself into this shit?(sorry for using de word "shit"but no choice, i can think of no other word to describe, cuz my eng sux..)

it spoilt my mood..i hate it..tt blog i went to, is always filled of quarrel, vulgar, all de ugly side of ppl..i dun wish to mention names..but it have gone too far..
i dun wanna pursuade but it's gonna left me no choice if it started to blog bout nast things again..btw, tts nt de secret for me to stay till so late..

wat should i do?i'm hurted by mr mok, anger by it, and i cant seem to gt away from jerks who always hurt me..
i'm goin to sch 2morrow..nt to settle things, but i wanna study..work hard..
dun wanna fight or anything, i jux wanna fufill my dreams and tts it..
i'm goin to retain myself from anyone again..

but nt to u guys who is always be beside me or behind me..
i'm hurt..deeply hurt..
i'm angry..by ur stupid action..
i'm gonna turn to stone..
by "friends"
by de "friends"whom i tot i can trust..
sorry godfather..i can't keep up with my promise to u..
i'm truely sorry but "friends" really left me with no choice..
but i wun turn bad or anything..
so tts only breakin half a promise i made to u..
plz forgive me..
i can't wait nor i can't tolerate..

u might see or u might heard..
but tt can't change anything i wrote..
tts de way i do my things...
and no one shall be able to say anything..

is there really someone i can trust?
someone out there in this world.
i hope i can really find you before i die,
but will it be a dream in sleep?
sorrow, hate, anger, pain.
is nothing aft i am dead.
but things you left behind for others,
is just a topic for them to joke.

i'm hurt.
really hurt.
thus, i'm gonna turn cold.
stone cold, heart cold.
nothing but my body left.
you may see it, you may not.
that only depend on you.
different people, different view.
and that depend only on you.

gonna wait for a key that works again.
but that may be a thousand years again.
but is it worth the wait?
or i'm just dreaming again.
but, the true sorrow remain.
in my heart that turn stone cold.
waiting for a beat to start.
my heart to pump again.

hahax..starting to turn into a long drag..
till next time ppl..
my blog will turn into my heart..
stupid comments, idiot spams, i accept all..
but it will turn to rubbish as i dun care..
u may hate or u may be guilt..
i dun giv a stupid damn..
if any of u spots a vulgar, i apologise..but i cant find other word to describe if i wrote tt..
as i had said..my eng sux..
lik it said in other blog..
i dun care..
cuz tts me and i accept..

sian..

2009-09-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

2morrow gt remmedial for math..haix..so sian..
i think aft math i goin for chem for a while den i go watch de juniors de match le..actually nt there to watch but there to play bball..hahax

meetin xueling and celest 2morrow..wonder we can play bball with xiao de mah?!...
hahax..
borin lar..
dunno wat to blog bout..
well..today xueling and celest come my hus to study den eat..tt xueling nothin to study den come for fun de..so gd..no need to study liao..><

wonder i will be able to wake up 2morrow nt..
hahax
i so late le still haven sleep..
actually i goin to sleep le..bt for some private reason decide to use a while more com..
tts all..

lazy.i.n.g

2009-09-06T03:49:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog le..
too lazy le..didnt study for quite a few days le..i feel so lazy

nw watchin comic online...tryin to cure myself for bein pissed off..
gonna study hard..dun wanna lose..
2day de weather vr gd..nt raining and yet de wind is so cold..(so cool)
wish everydayday is jux lik 2day..

风啊，刮吧!
雨啊, 下吧!

BLANK!!

2009-06-21T23:11:00.000-07:00

ppl..i broke le..for tis week i no money left in my pocket le..die lar..hw to survive sia!!
think i need go find daddy to ask him for extra allowance le...hahax..

and vote for extented holidays at channelnewsasia hor..though i anything de..but friends ask me to vote so..if u happen to pass by plz go there to vote bahx...hahax..

tts it nothin le..jux bo liao dencant go out so anyhow post de..bye..

SAD!!!

2009-06-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

PPL!!!i vr sad todae cuz we lost de match...
BY 1 POINT ONLY!!!!!!
omg..i so sian lor...1 point only..and i had to leave de court early..dunno why aso..
haix..i swear i only tap away de ball lor..stupid lar!!!!
not me hor..i mean someone else..hahax..

haiyo...jux nw i think i eat too much mac le..den i go make cake at toilet den nw abit pain and abit hungry le..
see lar..waste money only..digest so fast for wat...nw hungry yet cant eat...wat de hell lor...
hm..nw playin runescape i think i around 5 min lik tt i go sleep le...
damn.stomach damn pain..

hahax..ying go for bball camp at her sch so i 2morrow change bad with ah ma den i can sleep on big bed le..
i think i gonna study tis sun le..
sch reopen tt time gt exam le..die haven even flip my books yet...
die die die...
think i goin to end here den go sleep le bahx..
bye ppl..dun miss me too much hor...

HI!!!

2009-06-14T23:38:00.001-07:00

wah...i long time nv blog le...actually i lazy lar..
since back frm camp i been slpin alot lei..
hahax...jux remember to read my blog den see ppl leave me messages so tot i blog something..

ok lar..i nothing to blog really..so nw i go play L4D le..bye..

(actually is i lazy to think of things to write lar..hahax)

2009-05-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

today sch was borin as usual..den morning take paper 1 again...aft i finish rite..de teacher ask me go be de "teacher" for a while cuz she wanna go toilet..hahax...den i go in front to sit and stare into space..hahax damn funny lor...

well..den durin recess i ask linlin to buy food for me cuz i dunno wat de food look lik...tt 00 took so long to finish her food lor...den celest join me for food den we chit chat..hahax..seem so long since we ate together..damn..i missed de full hus...ppl i jolly well miss u all....

aft sch celest lindsey and me go bb tea shop to eat and drink..den chat quite long..well for me lar..
lolx..hm...oh ya..today mornin so damn hot until i wanna strip liao..den finally aft sch started to rain and de weather gt cooler compare with de temp tis few days..hahax..i love rain nw...keep me frm sweatin and sticky..

eh..i think i nothin to blog liao..tts it ppl..byebye..

轻汗微微透碧纨。
明朝端午浴芳兰。
流香涨腻满晴川。
彩线轻缠红玉臂，
小符斜挂绿云鬟。
佳人相见一千年。

多少年这世间已沧海桑田无数次寻寻觅觅
却再寻不见你那嫣然笑颜生生世世
无数轮回却无法磨灭那心中的执念
逆天改命穿越时空纵身死形灭
魂飞魄散只为再见你一面

waste my time!!!

2009-05-21T04:54:00.000-07:00

walao..today i tot i can play badminton de inter hus games...but in de end cant cuz de teacher i told nv put my name in first..den in e end gt shiyuan and one dunno who de girl...
but so stupid lor...only 2 ppl can play per hus..so lame..plus u join le doesn't mean u sure can play.celest only play one game den waiting for her nxt de so damn long...in de end really only waste time only...

anyway, wen yi happy belated birthday..hahax..paisai i tot is thusday den i nv sms u on 19 but nvm lar...i nw pay back le..hahax...

eh..nw my right hand no strength liao..cuz jux nw keep on playin without any rest and before tt i gt play bball with de guys and girls so aso tired..hahax...
ppl i wanna hav a diet..so dun jio me out to eat unhealthy food...hahax....
i still remember celest de ads muscle...i think gt 6 packs liao..so cool lor..i aso want..but i dunno if i start nw can make it not..cuz goin to exam soon le...really no time..
(excuses!!!!!!)hahax...i knw lar..is my lame lame de excuse...hahax..so ppl keep remindin me hor..i think i go to de camp i can do more..hahax...

wa...knw wat..i aft mid yr i gt 2kg heavier le..so scary rite...i goin to diet!!!!!><
anyway..i nothin to blog liao..byebye

TIRED!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-16T08:37:00.001-07:00

wa...jux come back frm camo at sch today....well i mean aft i sleep le wake up lar...hahax
super duper tired...i think i only sleep for 4 or 5 hours only...

i think de camp at june de too rush le..cuz so little time den so many things haven do or plan..
wa lao eh..haiya...anyway i think we aso can finish last min de lar..cuz gt me mah..
anyway..i think i really vr lazy to blog liao...cept when i borin tt time lor..hahax
other ppl 3 min fever i 1 min fever..strong rite...

eh...ohh ya...
i friday jux learn a fact tt heroes do grow old de..hahax..i mean coach lar...he lik..really old liao..
i joke with him den i say coach ying xiong shi hui lao de...
den he act lik vr tired lik tt den pant pant lik siao lik tt...damn funny..plus i long time nv see him liao den he say i grow rounder liao...but den hor...
where gt..my weight still de same..sama sama lar...
i think is cuz muscle make u look sharper..hahax..

well..at de camp we have lots of talks with de teacher...den ms huang keep spoilting my image...i knw i cant handle too much stress frm surroundin but...dun keep remindin me mah..how can lik tt...we knw for so long liao...hahax..jking

friday tt time rite..i aso saw my last time set de idol..liwei..hahax..most ppl dunno him lar..but i played with him at cc den gt to knw tt he last time my senior..hahaxx...i think i pri 6 tt time aso gt play with him...with tiong and jingzhi ying and i think 1 other guy..i dun remember liao..but i remember pri 6 tt time or sec 1 arx..i gt see liwei play tornament with other senior den i jiu feng him my idol liao...he star player lei last time..hahax..

haiya..i tired liao...goin to sleep liao..bye..

TO: juniors

To cease the war fire is hard,
As the war thoughs remain in the warriors heart.
But one day when the war ended.
You will discover that you are left with nothing;
Nothing but sorrow and regret.
Hearts filled with remorse are unhappy. (i had gone through before)
So,
Why not treasure the time you have.
If your warriors deep inside wished to fight.
Why not fight in other areas that are positive, instead of negative.
The time is yours,
The spirit is with you.

BY: TCSY
TianCai szeyee!!!

flunk!!!

2009-05-07T03:32:00.000-07:00

ppl i goin to tell u all something..i think i goin to flunk my exams liao...nv study lei..wellcept last min studies lor..but dun think tt did me any gd...
i long time nv blog liao...cuz i on com jux to play games..haix...

actually i aso nothin to blog..jux tt i bo liao mah..hahax
haiya..nvm de i aft MYE den study..dun care first nt in de mood to study..hahax..later my sis knw i sure die..
yea..brought wii liao..nw free can play..but hor i aso nv play liao..at least exam period dun play first...

ohh yaa...i gt something growin inside my mouth sia..as in..lik too hot liao..den grow it..walao..damn pain lei...dun feel lik talkin liao..cant smile aso so ppl tot i angry for wat sia...
haix..nw still hurtin lik wat sia..asked my grandma to make fruit juice for me with lots of ice jux hoped tt i faster recover cuz almost exam liao...tomorrow gt math paper den jux nw i do some math question liao...so nw i giv up cuz i cant even settle dwn to solve de probs lor...

well..i nothin to blog liao..bye...
below is de new poem i jux create..lik i talkin to myself in de mirror and question myself..plz comment ok?cuz i nt sure i did it well or not..

The world is just a stage,
all men and women are merely actors.
I hold the world but as the world,
A stage where every man must play a part,
And mine a sad one.
Everyone will find their true love,
No matter what,
No matter when.
Then where is mine?
And when will i find my own true love?
Suppose it is nothing but a joke,
As i had seen much worst done to the women.
Suppose i had found my life's perfect match,
But how am i suppose to know?
One said:
Your true love is for you to find and keep,
when to be sure,
when to be meet.
There are more to be done in this world,
It is for you to judge,
and meet.
There are more things in heaven and earth,
Dreams, Friends, Family,
Is how you see and judge.

Then i thought to myself,
What you have said make sense.
But what can i do.
And how can i do it.
With distraction all around me.
Water splashes onto my face,
My hands,
My mind,
And my heart..
Hoping to clear my thoughts.
I looked into the mirror,
And the man disappeared.
Wake up from my thoughts,
And i found myself drifting off.
Times moved by and lost,
MAy the good speed be with me and you.

signnng off,
my deepest regard to my friends...
do nt get lost and cry
for my shoulder is always there for you...

i jux can't get myself to study

2009-04-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

i dunno why..i went to my juniors' team talk..there i tried to help em solve their conflicts..hahax
i felt bewilded man...i think i first time lik go concern bout em so openly lei...woa..well..aft de team talk me celest eileen and lindsey went bubble tea shop to talk talk..

there we talk bout our recently stuff lik tt..den i told em my secret man...lik..wat happen lor....but cant tell..
i told em alot of my first time..mind u ppl...nt tt kind of first time ok...
is i tried to write poem to someone..in chi and eng den i failed..haix..well..i jux tot tt i can show em my weak side as all of em had seen my ugly side..lik..yawning balh blah blah..talk nonsenses..hahax...actin crazy with em..its jux natural tt i wanna tell em..but aft de things happened to me aft quite some time...

oh die..i haven do eng..4 essay plan 4 letter plan...but hor..nvm cuz i 2morrow need to wake up earlier as my dad need to go to his work place earlier..so..i around 6.20 will reach bball room lik tt to makan breakfast..hahax...nw bball room had become my dinning room le..cuz my class nt tt early open..ha...

hm...today jux de same lor..nothin new happened..welli still nt in de mood to study lei..well cept tt tis friday i meet zixin to force me study...hahax..i think tis yr i need ppl around me to push me to study cuz i nw still lik nt in exam mood lei...ppl i no time to read ur blog today le..i wanna sleep le...ying juz ask me she say she tot i need wake up early 2morrow why haven sleep lik tt...

hey ppl when u visit click my ad lei...under my link there hahax....sons tag me first..i really no time lar..2day reach home round 8 lik tt muz understand me hor...hahax..really mux stop here...ppl bye...

if there were a sympathy in choice,
War, death, or sickness did lay siege to it,
Making it momentany as a sound,Swift as a shadow, short as any dream,
Brief as the lightning in the collied night,
That, in a spleen, unfolds both heaven and earth;
And ere a man hath power to say "Behold!"
The jaws of darkness do devour it up:
So quick bright things come to confusion.
My love course had never run smoothly.
So i hoped that my life will at least,
Run smoothly.
Thats all i hoped for.

LOCK MYSELF IN MY OWN HUS!!

2009-04-25T21:57:00.001-07:00

walao eh...yesterday i lock myself in my own hus lei...dunno tis is de hw many times le....
de stupid wind lar...so strong till de door always swing den close..

yesterday hor..aft i go bath, i wear my home clothes den go down play wii..who de hell knw tt de door lock spoilt le den gt wind blow den de door jux lik tis shut itself....
den i suai lar...de door kana shut den i downstair aso cant run there to hold it...haix..den hor my phone stil inside with my keys book bag wallet all important things inside lei...den my froends aso cant contact me in de end i call one of de no. i remember...(ojy de.)ask her to pass message to jolene say i cannot go le..cuz dio shut in my own hus...so funny and malu lor..cuz lisa told my tutor..haix..next week i sure will be vr paisai de lor..wats more aso can not dun go cuz exam le den want to study...

hahax..enough bout tt matter...yesterday almost de whole day i either playing wii or sleepin sia..vr relax lor..but feel guilty lei..hahax
last week i nv go tuition due to high fever den tis week i nv go cuz shut myself in my hus..tt means i 4 ays nv study le for de past 2 week...last week i thusday to saturday nv go anywhere cuz i go see doc den he say shld come see him earlier cuz i gt infection till my eyes and ear..say till vr serious lik tt..i aso dunno lar...but hor feel lots better aft i tak all his medicene i need to eat 5 kinds of pills and three times a day lei...still nt gonna feel any better muz be i siao liao...hahax

hm...i think i nothin to post liao..tts all le..hahax
bye...

SLEEPY!!!

2009-04-24T08:03:00.000-07:00

wahh....
i vr sleepy nw...i long time nv blog liao..actually aso nothin to blog..
Oh ya...goin to exam soon..but hor..i nv study lei..dunno why i nw still no mood to study..but i gt force myself..hahax...

btw tody i gt 2 oral test lei..chi and eng..
den chi de..de teacher vr wat lor..she skip my turn den jump to 4a de ppl..i so damn angry lar..den peishan jolene and some other friends come ask me why i lik...sol sad or angry den i ask em to look at de sequence..is lik...i wait for extra 1 hour lik tt lei..den so stupid lor..i had to go home around 5 plus lik tt den i 6 plus almost 7 lik tt den reach home..wats more de bus so many ppl..so cramp..i felt as though i in a sardine can as a sardine fish...

den durin eng oral...i saw kalisa and syakina...hahax....
i think i talk too much with mr ho den syakina is lik so funny lar...cuz i discuss with mr ho on hw to improve my readin and pic describtion den i think drag quite long..den syakina keep on makin small noise to object lar...de situation damn funny...hahahax...
long time nv see syakina and she is still as funny as ever..a joker who is defenitely goin to make a happy day for me..hahahax...
den kalisa turn to do oral she aso do de same thing cuz she ask mr ho to mark her eng exercise bk...i dunno bout tt at first if nt i sure discuss with mr ho next time de...den at de end she ask us one phrase which i find it quite gd and poematic for de person who wrote it it's some thing lik tis
"A rarely bloom flower is more vunuable when it is pick"
well...
nt sure whether i gt it correct but it sure goes something similar...

anyway...
speak bout eng and it reminds me of mr PETER!!!!OH MAN...
wat can i say bout him....he some time quite normal and gd but some times he is lik...omg lik crazy lik tt....he ask us to do 1 personal recount...4 letter planing and 1 letter writing...
abit siao rite...
haiya..i aso dunno lar..cuz i think he quite gd lei...but hor jux bit crazy..if he normal abit den it will do...i ask much jux abit will do...hahax

well...2morrow i plan with peishan and jolene tt we r goin and gonna study arounf 4 hours lik tt..at ang mo kio cc..with de tutors there...but hor i feel vr bad bout it...nt bout de tutor..but to de timing...it's at ang mo kio and de timing is lik...omg lor...
cuz it crashes with my T-Net training timing...but nw i choose to go to tuition cuz goin mid yr liao..guys...i promise to go back to trainig asap..but nw i really can't help it..but i sure will try to do some training myself near my hus de..gonna try and keep myself in top form for milo cup..tis yr WE'RE GONNA BE DE CHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT DE...HAHAHAX..
gonna have faith in ourselves!!!tis is de best team i have for our batch and we're gonna make it to become champs de....
and i... will do training on myself and i will show u all my results of working out on bball!!!!
well....tts all ppl...really nothing to say liao...i think i gonna sleep ZZZ a few min later...really cannot tar han liaoo...i knw i weak...but nothin to do so wat can i do...hahahaxxx

By and by, I come..
To cease thy strife,
and leave me to my grief.
To-morrow will I send.
So thrive my soul..
A thousand times good night!
A thousand times the worse,
to want thy light.
Love goes toward love as schoolboys from their books,
But love leave love,
toward school with heavy looks.
you may not be beside me,
but my love for you will never cease.
cause you bring out the best in me,
like no one ever do.
From the moment I met you,
I just knew you'd be mine.
You touched my hand.
And I knew that this was gonna be our time,
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling,
and i don't wanna spend a moment apart from you.
Thats why i want to be by your side,
Thats why i love from the deep of my heart.

DIE!!!!

2009-04-20T19:09:00.000-07:00

nw at d&t...i nv bring my file...die man...
nw mr mok checkin ppl's file...die mux hide in a corner..dun dare let him see me...
den tt zul beside there see me typin..hahax...tts wat he say lar..so funny...

later on de day gonna be vr sleepy..early morning rain for wat...i almost can't wake up sia...
hw????
he force me type de....
( professor ) yongwei is nw drawin the next big thing in the d&t history!!!!dunno wat beside me...i dunno...

hahax...vr lame i knw..but tts wat sch life is isn't it????

another 33 min and i will be safe...plz ppl endure for me let him scold u all and waste de time...SAVE ME!!!!!!!
felt lik givin up dnt but its de easiest to pass..hw ever need lots of time...
bye..dun chat le later kana caught

vacation???

2009-04-19T06:07:00.000-07:00

today...
i had my first time...
hahax...

jux kiddin...i went to watch 17 again....ALONE!!!!
den i was lik....de one and only in de cinema who is slone de lar...so.....
well...dunno how to phrase it..i watch it...and guess wat...i think de movie make sense...
we can only live through our lifes once...there's no goin back..
so...i decide to forgive and forget my frenz...
dearest jingwen, weihong and casy....i forgive u all for ps.ing me halfway through our gathering.....

well well well....
i think its great tt i'm gonna go t szh again...quite boring to be at home nw..cept for com.ing all de whole day...
(actually it's nt as bad as i made it sound lik...)
but i still enjoy sch lifes where i cn spend time with friends...besides..i can do nothin but to com den sleep den com again at home...maybe it's cuz i gt 4 days at home...no 3 days..

lolx....probably i will start to dream of long holidays soon...cuz at lesson time i learn real quick...hahahax...

YO!!!!!

2009-04-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

hihi...
i been sleepig for de whole day liao...wake up at around 8 lik tt...
den saw sms frm sis tt we share de cost of buyin wii to play at home...
i wanna play de guitar hero game of wii de lei...but tt need to buy seperately....haix...
actually i jux wanna play de drum de can le...but hor sure need more den 2 player de mah cuz tt way more ppl can play...

jux went to see 4B de class blog...man...their blog really vr funny wish our class can be de same as their's...
go visit someday...sure make u laugh lik hell....
my granng vr gd to me 2day...
she went outside jux to buy watermelon for me to eat cuz i gt coughing and it make my sore throat worst...
hahhahahahax...
goin to watch 17 again lei...next week...
actually my junior jieying ask me first but i still sick den dun feel lik goin out cuz i scare i will faint half way...all my medicine make me feel wobbly weak and make me feel sleepy...de doc specially say tt he giv me 2 day mc cuz he scare tt i will faint and sleep at sch..hahhahahahax...
well i think everything gt it's own pro and con..
"can't help it....can't lik it too...."
is wat i'm thinking bout in my mind nw...

i earn 4 days to spend at home but cant do anything cept sleep and sleep...
hmm.....
i think i end here nw...
but wait further for more...
i goin to ask my friend help me customise my blog and add a tag box first..
tts wat i did with my first blog...hahax...
too lazy to figure out myself..
tts all.....cya all...

P.S recently i luv to compose lyrics and poem...though its mostly in chinese as my chinese is better...sorry to say tt...cuz tt way wun be able to let some of u guys who dunno chinese or is bad at chinese to read it...hahaxx....sorry guys..

SICK!!!

2009-04-15T06:19:00.000-07:00

haix..so unlucky recently..
caught a flu den felt lik sleepin in de aft noon and nite..
OHhh...i forgt to update tt i went to pub last weekend..
MAN...tt was fun but tiring lei..think can only manage things lik tis in holidays..
hahax..

plus...i long time nv touch bball liao so wondering when can find de time to play..
actually plan to play ball tis week de but hor..caught a flu den vr xin ku lei...
wats more i weekend nw gt tuition den cant go to T-net de training..
ZHE MEN BAN!!!!

who can help me find a solution???
i dun wanna miss training but aso dun wanna miss tuition where i can improve my studies grade especially i havin O tis yr...
OMG OMG OMG...
die lar...i think my stamina dropping le..
gonna run when i free and healthy again...
but when????

help me man...WHO CAN HELP ME??????
i think i turning crazy liao due to my illness which is driving me crazy!!!!
plus hor..2dae run 2.4 lei...
den my timing sux man...
i felt lik i'm running lik a dog liao den my timing still 16.29..

DIE...DIE...DIE...
wat will happen to me???though i keep running and stopping...hahax
wat can i do sia...

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
i tell u all one vr big de gd news...
i score 43 over 50 on my chinese test lei...
hahahax...i knw tt i'm a genius...
haix...think i end here nw...
my "sis" comment tt i writing essay...
so bad rite....
bye...

Brand new blog!!!

2009-04-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

HAHAX...
i'm back to blog, said so cuz many ppl dunno bout my previous blog except for u guys..tts rite!!=)
hm...

WONDERING...
do my "sons" still finding my blog???
hahax...forget it i create a new one le and its here..(haha. loser.me winner!!!)Wahhahahahaaa...

HOPES FOR TIS YR!!!
still de same old wishes tt ppl round de world hopes for when they facing VRimportant exams de coming end of yr!!??
so stress recently..and wats more today gt 2 test coming up man....
yesterday study till mid -nite
today still gt energy to go shopping..(woah man...tts lik miracle to me!?)
well... wat can i say?

OHH....still gt one more
i wanna improve my memory man..cant seems to remember my pass for various acc...
well well well so wat can i do?
nothing xcept to reset pass again and again..

EVENTS COMING UP
tomorrow going pub with friends, though nt first time drinking but first time goin to pub...
woah!!!
it reminds me of my chi composition man...(HAHAHA...)

well!
i think i nothing to say le..
gonna say bye and nitex to all...
its pass my sleeping time gonna go catch some sleep..
nitex!!

P.S if any of my stupid "sons" see my blog remember to leave a word
dun forget...